Hands Of The Clock

I was selfish, had no desire, unfaithful, and uninspired
I hated myself and I grew tired of covering the truth with a smile to make it better
I needed you to help me but all I wanted was just some piece of company
I was desperate to feel something and if I did anything to hurt you I'm sorry
I know I'm not a perfect man
I'll fix mistakes in any place I can

But if I could choose to turn the hands of the clock
And go back to the start of it, I wouldn't change shit
I'm just a sorry man. I know I'm not a perfect man
I know I'm not a perfect friend
I know I'm not a perfect son
I'm just a sorry man

Dear ma, was I an honest kid?
Did I ever thank you enough for all the things that you did?
I know I haven't been a perfect son but if I ever seem to disappoint you I'm sorry
I'm just a sorry man