Never too different

Leave me down, leave me now
I let everybody down
I got problems you won't fix
Every head that wears a crown
And I'm so fucked up
I'ma break your heart and roll the pieces up

Only a matter of time that I hurt you
Been here before and it's hard to forget
Holdin' a grip, no shit
Wrapping around my finger until I flick through
Don't wanna be him, don't wanna be best
Think back, everything you feared, I'm that, too bad
I wish I could change
I fuckin' hate my brain
I hate my name, only thing token about me, I just keep blowing smoke
Open the door then I tell you to stay
Then I seal it closed and I tell you to go
Tell you to go
Everybody know I don't pick up my phone unless I'm guilty
Only matter of time till you're depressed
Because you trust me, leave me now

Leave me now
I let everybody down
I got problems you won't fix
Every head that wears a crown
And I'm so fucked up (can I call you ben?)
I'ma break your heart and roll the pieces up

Do you wanna see my place?
You're my placeholder
Do you wanna wear my chain?
I'm a chainsmoker
Don't say my name in vain, I'm a vain shower
Veins [?] high-rated, eyes dilated
'Cause I hate sober, I need a makeover
Robin williams in the building
'Cause I'm either choosing hang or a hangover
Actin' like a kid but I'm way older
I power ranger in a range rover
Do you wanna see my place?
You're my placeholder
Do you wanna wear my chain?
I'm a chainsmoker
I be in and out a plane like the plane's motor
I be in and out a daze till the day's over (never too different)
Hospital front desk name holder
I check-in that bitch like [?] (never too different)
Mister moneybags, mister I get paid over
My last name gold, bitch, it ain't goldberg
If I smoked, I would turn to a blunt roller
But I just drink so I turned to a cupholder
Son of a gun, I just turned into a gun holster
And now I'll shut the fuck up like a young voter
Do you wanna see my place?
You're my placeholder
Do you wanna wear this chain?
Let the chain choke ya
Robin williams in the building but a genie? No
If I had a wish, I would wish for better blood results

Are you leaving soon? Can I call you back?