As If I'm On Drugs

Early in the 90s, around age 5 when we first met
It wasn’t complicated, what was too tough we kept unsaid
We grew up without any struggle, soulmates till the end
But are we lovers or just friends?

I guess I couldn’t help it, but we were young, how could I know?
You saw me as a brother, you were afraid for me to show
This fairytale could last forever, but forever didn’t last
I feel completely left alone

As if I’m on drugs
I cannot decide, I cannot decide what’s good and what’s wrong
No I can’t clear my mind, it only makes things worse
I cannot decide, I cannot decide
As if I’m on drugs

Now it’s all vague between us, the bond we had is now far gone
I want to fix our heartbreak, and that puts you and me to hold
That everything would be unreal, that all is passing by
The damage’s done, there’s no way out

As if I’m on drugs
I cannot decide, I cannot decide what’s good and what’s wrong
No I can’t clear my mind, it only makes things worse
I cannot decide, I cannot decide

I cannot decide, I cannot decide, as if I’m on drugs
I cannot decide, I cannot decide what’s good and what’s wrong
No I can’t clear my mind, it only makes things worse
I cannot decide, cannot decide
I cannot decide, I cannot decide, as if I’m on drugs

As if I’m on drugs
I cannot decide, I cannot decide
I cannot decide, cannot decide, as if I’m on drugs

I cannot decide, cannot decide