Anesthesia

Many times I tried to go
Through desire and just ignore
What was in front of my eyes
Doesn't take that much to hide

How is it different than before?
No it seems like you forgot
Touches, moments, feelings like
I'm the one who's out of mind

Now it seems unilateral
Can you clarify, how is it possible?

To be honest I don't know if I
Am strong enough to let go the lies

Oh, let it hurt again
But bring me me anesthesia
Just help me sleep
And turn off my feelings

Only then my hearbeats
Can be louder than
The inner voice
That whispers your name
Bring me anesthesia
Bring me anesthesia

I wish I could say
No one else did that to me
But a broken, damaged heart
Can recognize it's own scars

Now I just go looking for
Daddies to please hoping for
Touches, moments, feelings like
I'm the one who's out of mind

Now it seems it's unilateral
Can you clarify, how is it possible?

To be honest I don't don't don't know if I
Am strong enough to let go the lies

Oh, let it hurt again
But bring me me anesthesia
Just help me sleep
And turn off my feelings

Only then my hearbeats
Can be louder than
The inner voice
That whispers your name
Bring me anesthesia
Bring me anesthesia

No words left to me
But all I can see
I need some morphine
You never made it easy

No words left to me
It's all I can see
But if you go back
I will only ask

No words left to me
But all I can see
I need some morphine
You never made it easy

No words left to me
It's all I can see
But if you go back
I will only ask

Oh, let it hurt again
But bring me me anesthesia
Just help me sleep
And turn off my feelings

Only then my hearbeats
Can be louder than
The inner voice
That whispers your name
Bring me anesthesia
Bring me anesthesia