Looking for a silent place

What shall I do this night,
when I feel my heart sinking in black seas?
And my tearing eyes watching the sky,
covered with dark clouds

The rain washes away my tears
and they´re shimmering on pale streets,
like diamonds of morningstars in the grass,
telling from the beginning of a new day

But thre´s no new day for me
I keep on walking deadend-streets
You´re gone forever
Nothing brings you back
Only my heart built space for your resurrection

1000 tears in the rain for you
1000 thoughts in hopeless nights
1000 words on empty papers
But nothing brings you back

1000 tears
1000 thoughts
1000 words
But nothing brings you back

the day when you died, I lost myself,
my heart, my soul, my way
There isn´t something more
And I hate my need to breathe right now
Why do I have to breathe?

Fear burns deep inside me
Loud begins my sad soul to scream
Falling in so noisy tales
Even my grave seems to be no silent place