TEAR ME APART

I fight with myself all the time
I don't know how the hell to stop it
It gets in the way, I'm fucking blind
I don't even hear you when you're talking

Even when I know I'm wrong
There's someone inside me that's screaming
To defend myself, I need your help
My entire mind gets fucking eaten

But the voices in my head
Won't stop until I'm dead
The battle never ends
I don't know which one I am

Can you tear me apart?
I'm trying to break through
But I don't know how to
Take the pain right from my scars
Bring silence to the storm I'm living through

Can you tear me apart?
I question every move I make
Both sides of every single fight
I don't know whose advice to take

I do this every single night
The smallest fail feels like life or death
At the same time I could not care less
But I care so much
I'm a fucking mess

I just wanna get rid of–
These voices in my head
Won't stop until I'm dead
The battle never ends
I don't know which one I am

Can you tear me apart?
I'm trying to break through
But I don't know how to
Take the pain right from my scars
Bring silence to the storm I'm living through

Can you tear me apart?
I wanna let you in
But how can I believe that what you find
Won't make you run away
When it kills me inside

Oh
Tear me apart
The voices in my head
Won't stop until I'm dead
No

Can you tear me apart?
I'm trying to break through
But I don't know how to
Take the pain right from my scars
Bring silence to the storm I'm living through

Can you tear me apart?
Tear me apart
Can you tear me apart?
Won't you rip out my bleeding heart?