TRUTH HURTS

I pretend I know what I'm doing, even though I don't
I think about opening up, but I know I won't
I'm my own worst critic, and it hurts me more
Than spilling my fucking guts out on the floor

This game is fucking stupid
I push away, then pull you in
I swear I'm gonna lose it
If I do this shit again

Can you feel my pain?
Can you hear me scream?
Can you see my scars?
Does it mean anything?

I just wanna know
Do you love me or don't?
I battle back and forth, losing my mind
'Cause I don't trust myself, and I'm always blind
To the truth, and it hurts me more than you

I blocked out the pain, thought I would forget it
Every word in this song, is that pain manifested
Simultaneous relief, paired with bruises
And in the end of it all, guess who fucking loses

I'm in so much pain, I just wanna scream
All these fucking scars, do I mean anything?

I just wanna know
Do you love me or don't?
I battle back and forth, losing my mind
'Cause I don't trust myself, and I'm always blind
To the truth, and it hurts me more than you

The mask I wear, is getting too heavy
I wanna take it off, but my mind won't let me
Peel
All the skin of my, Bones

I can't do it on my own

I just wanna know
Do you love me or don't
I battle back and forth, losing my mind
'Cause I don't trust myself, and I'm always blind
To the truth, and it hurts me more than you
Still, here