Tears of reality

This isn't love, that's something I can't feel
This isn't sex, this is a businessdeal
This isn't love, love wasn't meant for me
This is no nightmare, this is reality

C: Yeah, I'm the greatest actress,
the greatest there will be
But there's no Oscars in this life of misery

There's no surrender, there's just defeat
No name or face, I'm just a piece of meat
There's no tomorrow, I know that goddamn well
This ain't no life, this is a living hell

C: You know I've tried - To hold back the tears
But I've cried - All these wasted years
Hold the stage - Knowing you can't win
Disengage - And push the needle deeper in

All men want, all men want control
And noone cares 'bout the scars on my soul
All men want, all men want me caged
And noone cares 'bout my silent rage

C: Yeah, I'm the greatest actress,
the greatest there will be
But there's no Oscars in this life of misery

And as I cry the world laughs in scorn
And I curse the day I was born
There's no tomorrow, I know that goddamn well
This ain't no life, this is a living hell

C: You know I've tried - To hold back the tears
But I've cried - All these wasted years
Hold the stage - Let 'em get their kicks
Disengage - Dear God, another fix