I'm Not Surprised

A heart attack, a flash of light
A storm that brews on the horizon
Gave you spare keys into my mind
You transformed into a thief in the night

I'm paralyzed
Demoralized
I'm paralyzed
By your surprise

All the worlds around me
I didn’t want wanna see
I'm paralyzed
I'm not surprised

I keep the knife right in my back
Just to remind me nothing ever lasts
I don’t need solace or revenge
Just to make sure that it won’t happen again

I'm paralyzed
Demoralized
I'm paralyzed
By your surprise

All the worlds around me
I didn’t want wanna see
I'm paralyzed
I'm not surprised

Stop, breathe
Exhale all the bitter memories
Absolution now
Stay, leave
Trust your gut not the hyperbole

I'm not surprised