everything is nothing

On a floating rock in the milky way
Is there someone else deep in outer space
Who can think like this when they're feeling pain?
Will it matter if we disintegrate?
If the sky falls down and we're lost in flames
Will the love we felt really go away?
Or be in the air? Or be ashes still?
Or be nothing like everybody else?

But if everything is nothing, what am I so worried about?
If we're all one in a trillion, why am I still keeping count?
I've come undone and I don't know what I'm trying to figure out
But if everything is nothing, guess I'll take a look around and just be free
Oh, and just be free
Oh
Free
Just be free, oh

I don't wanna obsess on myself
Innovating all the cards I'm dealt
Take for granted all the love I've held
And end up as an old and bitter shell
I don't wanna stand out at the end
Only holding onto my regret
Wishing every hour that I get
Only thinking of what time is left

So if everything is nothing, what am I so worried about?
If I'm just one in a trillion, why the hell should I keep count?
I've come undone and I don't know what I'm trying to figure out
But if everything is nothing, I'll enjoy what I have now and just be-