Sex Drugs Whatever

Lights up on me
Still staring at the ceiling
All my friends are fast asleep
All I'm gonna do is get
Drunk again and terrified
I'm haunted by the noise inside
It's history repeating in your eyes
I'm begging you to fill the void
I'm feeling sick and paranoid
Oh all is well but ends inside my mind

Maybe I'm just clinically depressed
Maybe I should go and get my head checked
Maybe I just need a little sex, drugs, whatever this is, sex, drugs
I hate the way you know that I'm obsessed
Wishing I could find a way miss you less
Maybe I just need a little sex, drugs, whatever this is
Sex, drugs, whatever this is

I am so cautious when talking like this
You'll think I'm crazy unzipping my lips
All of the words start to blur, then it hurts, can you stomach the list?
I am so sick
How will I know if the burdens on you?
I'm giving in I'm afraid that I'll lose
Sanity must be induced, question the truth

Maybe I'm just clinically depressed
Maybe I should go and get my head checked
Maybe I just need a little sex, drugs, whatever this is, sex, drugs
I hate the way you know that I'm obsessed
Wishing I could find a way miss you less
Maybe I just need a little sex, drugs, whatever this is
Sex, drugs, whatever this is

Drunk again and terrified
I'm haunted by the noise inside
It's history repeating in your eyes
You know I'm begging you to fill the void
I'm feeling sick and paranoid
Oh all is well but ends inside my mind

Maybe I'm just clinically depressed
Maybe I should go and get my head checked
Maybe I just need a little sex, drugs, whatever this is, sex, drugs
I hate the way you know that I'm obsessed
Wishing I could find a way miss you less
Maybe I just need a little sex, drugs, whatever this is
Sex, drugs, whatever this is

Maybe I'm just clinically depressed
Maybe I should go and get my head checked
Maybe I just need a little sex, drugs, whatever this is, sex, drugs
I hate the way you know that I'm obsessed
I wish that I could find a way miss you less
So I'll pretend I need sex, drugs, whatever this-
Sex, drugs, whatever this is
Whatever this is, oh whatever this is