Shousetsu Natsu To Batsu (Jou)

Summer and Punishment (Prologue)

Shousetsu Natsu To Batsu (Jou)

That day, the sky was too vast to bear the summer heat
その日は、夏をけのするには十分すぎる空だった
sono hi wa, natsu o keno suru ni wa juubunsugiru sora datta
How much I hated the pure blue
けがれのない青がどれほどにくらしかったか
kegare no nai ao ga dore hodo nikurashikatta ka
Even seeking understanding was in vain
理解など求めても無駄であろう
rikai nado motomete mo muda de arou

My existence leaves no scars on this world
自分の存在はこの世界にいちみりたりとも傷を残せず
jibun no sonzai wa kono sekai ni ichimiri tari to mo kizu o nokosezu
Even receiving a blessing is capricious of the gods
生を受けたのも神の気まぐれ
sei o uketa no mo kami no kimagure
You, who are blessed by everything, sparkle
対して、すべてから祝福されている君はきらきらと
taishite, subete kara shukufuku sarete iru kimi wa kirakira to
Summer, you end sadly
夏、終わるの寂しいよな
natsu, owaru no sabishii yo na

Your smile, devoid of malice, grasps my throat
君のくったくのない笑顔が私の喉をひとつかみ
kimi no kuttaku no nai egao ga watashi no nodo o hitotsukami
Not closing, just burning with regret
締めるでもなく、ただただ在悪感をうえつける
shimeru demo naku, tadatada zaiakukan o uetsukeru
Trust and friendship are painted over with a cold indifference
信頼も友情も塗りつぶしうる烈闘感と
shinrai mo yuujou mo nuritsubushiuru rettoukan to
Am I continuing to be coerced?
私は強制し続けるのか
watashi wa kyousei shitsuzukeru no ka

I thought I wanted to destroy you
君を壊してやりたいと思った
kimi o kowashite yaritai to omotta
I had such thoughts, but
そんな自分を恥じてもいたが
sonna jibun o hajite mo ita ga
It's okay once, distort your adult-like thoughts
一度でいい、成人のような思考をゆがめて
ichido de ii, seijin no you na shikou o yugamete
I'll dig out the ugly side
醜い内面をえぐり出してやるのだ
minikui naimen o eguridashite yaru no da

Look! Look!
みろ！みろ
miro! miro!
I'll push you away from now on
今からお前を突き落とす
ima kara omae o tsukiotosu
Betrayal was planned from the beginning
裏切りはずいぶん前から計画されていたと
uragiri wa zuibun mae kara keikaku sarete ita to
I want to see a sky too blue for your face, knowing everything
すべてを知った君の顔に私は青すぎる空を見たい
subete o shitta kimi no kao ni watashi wa aosugiru sora o mitai

Ah, festival
あ、お祭り
a, omatsuri
At five, always gather at the usual place
五時にいつものとこ集合な
goji ni itsumo no toko shuugou na

Aah
Aah
Aah
I'm sorry, sorry, sorry
ごめん、ごめん、ごめん
gomen, gomen, gomen
Sorry, sorry, sorry, sorry
ごめん、ごめん、ごめん、ごめん
gomen, gomen, gomen, gomen
It's impossible, it's impossible, it's impossible
もう無理だ、無理です、無理だ
mou muri da, muri desu, muri da
Forgive me, ah, forgive me
許して、ああ、許して
yurushite, aa, yurushite

Help me, God
助けて、神様
tasukete, kamisama