Magirashiteiru

konna mayonaka ni nemurenai no wa
oroka na yumemi sou de
terebi wo tsukete magirashite iru

chotto ika shiteru kare to
deatte shimatta koto de
midareta peesu ga
watashi rashikunai

rain suru toka shinai toka
jk mitai na dekigoto
bakabakashii hodo tanoshii no wa
samishikatta kara

risei no taga wa
hazushichaeba ii no ni
aite no kimochi kangae sugiteru
kanjou teki ni naru tte
ikenai no kana

kitto hontou wa kotae wa dete iru no darou
sou ima sugu setsuna no ai demo hoshii'n da yo
konna mayonaka ni nemurenai no wa
oroka na yumemi sou de
terebi wo tsukete magirashite iru

tatta san yonkai no
kaiwa wo kawashita dake de
katte ni koi da to
omoikonderu

nan no hoshou mo nai koto
jibun de wakatte iru kedo
hiri hiri suru hodo suriringu de
oborete shimatta

jiyuu no daishou
takaku tsuku kamo nante ne
kizutsuki kata mo souzou dekiru shi
sono deguchi mo mieru wa
keiken jou de

datte itsumo no watashi no ren'ai pataan
hora koushite aa shite saigo wa kou naru'n da
dakara ima iji wo hatte iru dake
mabuta wa mou ochi sou
aragai nagara magirashite iru

kitto hontou wa kotae wa dete iru no darou
sou ima sugu setsuna no ai demo hoshii'n da yo
konna mayonaka ni nemurenai no wa
oroka na yumemi sou de
terebi wo tsukete magirashite iru

magirasu mono wa watashi no honnou ka
magirasu mono wa watashi no okubyou sa ka