Monsters

Salt stains on my shirtsleeves
From when you left
Poor me
(Our hearts!)
Beat at the same tone
(For years!)
Now they beat alone
(Breathe in!)
Pretend I'm okay
(Breath out!)
I am not okay
(Move on!)
The motions are the same

Toothpaste kisses haunt my nightmares
When I wake up, why aren't you there?
There's a fucking hole in my chest
You're gone, I'm gone, there's nothing left
Feel the weeks turn into months, remember I loved you once?
Who I knew has turned to dust, blown away and broke my trust
I wave goodbye to that, I wave goodbye to us
Salt stains on my shirtsleeves, you left and I found a new me
You left and I found a new me