Entertainment

Yeah, I could not belive it
Because it ended as fast as it begun
And what was I supposed to do
To do with all that love

I never thought of me as entertainment
I never thought of me as a product of fill your empty life
Never thought that it would hurt so much
To trust and love someone
I'm not a toy to be played around
I'm not an object, I'm not a trophy
And I am more than just this body
It's so damn simple!

I never thought of me as entertainment
I never thought of me as a product of fill your empty life
Never thought that it would hurt so much
To trust and love someone
I'm not a toy to be played around
I'm not an object, I'm not a trophy
And I am more than just this body
It's so damn simple!

I was chasing illusions and chasing lies
And when I opened up my eyes
I couldn't deal with all the pain
I cried and I lied, and I'm trying to leave all this behind

Memories black hole, sucking my energy away
When my illusions ended, I tried to pretend
That everything was the same, but it was not
And I didn't like what I saw!

You are not the person I once knew
I guess I never really fucking knew you!

I fought so hard, I was so fuckin' weak
Then I found myself, I'll never be back on my knees
Now I've got my strength (back), and I'm sick of all this shit
I did raise a stronger man
But I won't forget what you did to me