Speculate

I looked for answers
You were looking for a (way out)
I took my chances
Guess a thief has gotta (pay out)

I remember waking to I love you
Every single night or day
Chances are you never really loved me
I'm not gonna speculate

(I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna)

I'm so brave
You won't leave me heartless
I'm okay
I'll find love regardless

I looked for answers
You were looking for a (way out)
You're just a cancer
If you're leaving baby (stay out)
I remember waking to I love you
Every single night or day
Chances are you never really loved me
I'm not gonna speculate

(I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna)

I'm so brave
You won't leave me heartless
I'm okay
I'll find love regardless

Lies, your lies
Made me to a monster
Lies, your lies
I'm not gonna let you win

I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna
I'm not gonna, I'm not gonna