Attawapiskat

Dragging my empty soul through the hostile street
I’m walking upside down with my head on my feet
It’s like that dream where I can’t move
And when I shout your name you slowly fade away

Every night I have that tunnel vision for dying
I see myself falling apart again

Every night it happens
Every night I die
I wash away the pain with a gun in my hand
I have a thousand dreams so I can fill up that hole
I have a loaded gun for my twisted soul

Every night I have that tunnel vision for dying
I see myself falling apart again

And the gods, they betrayed me
High in the sky, they only laughed at me

I’m shooting arrows to the sky
But what if gods don’t die
Am I shouting at nothing?
Am I living in a lie?