Another

Another forever that's come to an end, and is it my fault?
It echoes in my head every day
My friend tries to help me, but she's hurting too
I feel so lost, so alone

I haven't seen a smile on my face so long
I stop and wonder: Does the who replaced me feel this way too?
I was insecure, I know
Anxiety drowns me every night, it's like a river and I don't know how to swim
Can you be my lifesaver? I don't think so
And I still smell your scent

I wish I was stronger, but I fallen to the ground
There's no such thing as my own beauty
I want to fit in the standard
I don't have my own strength

Disappointment is a poisoned banquet, and I'm indulging
But I'm not hungry, yet I'm eating my feelings
Guilt catches up with me and makes me feel even worse

I haven't seen a smile on my face in ages
I wonder: Does she who replaced me feel this way too?
I wish I was as pretty as her
Anxiety drowns me every night
And I keep diving

I wish I was stronger, but I feel fallen to the ground
There's no such thing as my own beauty
I want to fit in the standard

It's hard not to hide
I don't want to feel alone anymore
But does she complete you? I thought we were perfect together
But everything turned to smoke
Still, I keep swimming in the void