Thought I Knew (feat. Ra'z)

I been up all week, I can't get sleep
My mind's got me in way too deep (way too deep)
I can barely eat these days
I'm beneath the build-up of anxiety (anxiety)

I'm suddenly so alone
After thinking I don't know myself
Nothings been feeling like home (feeling like home)
I never use to think like that, no, no

Is it in my brain?
Am I losing touch?
Am I cursed for good?
If I knew that, I'd be better, ah

Thought that I knew what was wrong or right
But lately it ain't black and white, no, no
I told myself too many times
That I'm alright, but I lost sight, oh

I run away when overwhelmed (when overwhelmed)
From all the lies I told myself (I told myself)
Thought that I knew my wrong from right
But I don't know anymore, oh

From all the lies I told myself (myself)

Life's too short to overthink it all
Wasting time when looking back (looking back)
Dwelling in the past won't get you far
Yeah, I found the truth in that

Suddenly I feel so alone
Did I lose myself?
I don't feel anything
Like I used to before

Maybe I need help
I got nothing to lose
Cycles coming back
And I don't know what to do, oh

I don't push myself
Like I used to do
The cycle's coming back
I no longer have a noose

Thought that I knew what was wrong or right
But lately it ain't black and white, no, no
I told myself too many times
That I'm alright, but I lost sight, oh

I run away when overwhelmed (when overwhelmed)
From all the lies I told myself (I told myself)
Thought that I knew my wrong from right
But I don't know anymore, oh

Seeing illusions and dreaming of nothing
I'm lost in a city with no one around me
Dancing with strangers, distractions from later
I'm lost in this city with no one around me

Thought that I knew what was wrong or right (Maybe I need help)
But lately it ain't black and white, no, no
I told myself too many times (too many times)
That I'm alright (I'm alright) But I lost sight (I lost sight) oh

I run away when overwhelmed (when overwhelmed)
From all the lies I told myself (I told myself)
Thought that I knew my wrong from right
But I don't know anymore, oh

Looking back I know I shouldn't
But its the way I'm feeling for now
Guess I'm stuck in temporaries
Of all the lies I told myself

Put me out of my misery
Save me from myself
Thought I'd be fine on my own
But this time I'll be needing help