I miss missing u

I missed going out on weekdays
Seeing all my friends
I missed getting drunk with TJ
And having my own bed
I'm not staying up till 3 AM
Wondering where you are
I could go and meet somebody
And not worry about my heart breaking
Up after dark, faking
Love in a bar, saying
I'm better off without you

I swear to God I'm happy
That's what I tell myself
Keep my head distracted
Try to love somebody else
Pretending things are different
Is what I'll have to do
When my heart speaks, I don't listen
'Cause I can't take the truth
I miss missing you

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
I miss missing you
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

Do you think about it on the cold days?
Tell yourself it's fine, it's okay
Saying that is for the best, does it feel better? (Does it?)
Burning all the love letters (burning)
Selling all my old sweaters
Doing anything to make it through

I swear to God I'm happy
That's what I tell myself
Keep my head distracted
Try to love somebody else
Pretending things are different
Is what I'll have to do
When my heart speaks, I don't listen
'Cause I can't take the truth
I miss missing you

(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)
I miss missing you
(Ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh, ooh)

I'm stumbling home, I got nowhere to go
But I know that I'm not with you
And the one way to keep you close
Is if I miss you
So I miss missing you

I swear to God I'm happy (I'm happy)
That's what I tell myself (myself)
Keep my head distracted
Try to love somebody else (try to love somebody else)
Pretending things are different (oh, no)
Is what I'll have to do
When my heart speaks I don't listen (oh, no)
'Cause I can't take the truth
I miss missing you