Dreams

I had a dream, but I stayed awake
It's not like it seems
I didn't do what it takes
I had a friend
She broke my heart
So I just keep spinning in circles
Waiting, until I fall apart

Now I'm sober in a bar
Waiting for you
But I'm swaying with these strangers
And they have no clue
That before there was a person
Who could have changed lives
Then I tore myself in ways
To fit into this life

I have a dream
That I beg of you
May I have a chance
To make it come true
My one wish
I ask of you
I have a wish
It's all to me
Is it in my cards
To make it come true
My one wish
I beg of you

Hear my lovers call my name
Like a lullaby
But I can't forget the sound of your voice
In my mind
I'll tell the truth in a second
But I'm missing a piece
Do people really want to dream?
Did I use you for a leap?

Now I'm sober in a bar
Waiting for you
But I'm swaying with these strangers
And they have no clue
That before there was a person
Who could have changed lives
Then I tore myself in ways
To fit into this life

I have a dream
That I beg of you
May I have a chance
To make it come true
My one wish
I beg of you
I have a wish
It's all to me
Is it in my cards
To make it come true
My one wish
I beg of you

I had a dream, but I stayed awake
It's not like it seems
I didn't do what it takes
I had a friend
She broke my heart

There is no conclusion
There is no lesson
No final understanding
There was no reason
To endure so much pain

Chew on it in the morning
Spit out my love for life
Slurp on it in the evening
Did the bitterness subside?

I dress myself in diamonds
That I did not dare to cry
Later, bathe myself in honey
And wonder who could I have been

If I had walked away
Soared through the skies
To a place that's mine

Recruited by an army of losers
Persued a battle not worth pursuing
Losing battles that weren't even mine