Control

Early in the morning
I still get a little bit nervous
Fighting my anxiety constantly
I try to control it

Even when I know it's been forever
I can still feel the spin
Hurts when I remember
And I never wanna feel it again

Don't know if you get it
'Cause I can't express how thankful I am
That you were always with me when it hurts
I know that you understand

I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space, pressin' on my chest
I don't wanna lose control

Sometimes I still think it's coming
But I know it's not
Tryin' to breathe in and then out
But the air gets caught

'Cause even though I'm older now
And I know how to shake off the past
I wouldn't have made it
If I didn't have you holding my hand

I don't wanna lose control
Nothing I can do anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressin' on my chest
I don't wanna lose control

I need you to know
I would never be this strong without you
You've seen how I've grown
You took all my doubt
'Cause you were home

I don't wanna lose control
There's nothing I can do anymore
I don't wanna lose control (oh)
Nothing I can do anymore (anymore), anymore
Tryin' every day when I hold my breath
Spinnin' out in space pressin' on my chest (pressin' on my chest)
I don't wanna lose control