Everything Seems So Hard Lately

Why does everything feel so hard
I'm so mentally unstable
Leave the past in the past
Why can't I just be able

Treat my body kind
Instead of treating it badly
Now it's starting to get to me
Since I've not been sleeping
Sleeping
Overthinking thinking

I know everything will be okay
Right now it's just not easy
At least I got out of bed today
I hear the birds singing

Apparently slow and steady always wins the race
So one day I might be winning
But I'm just so tired
Tired of it all
So tired
Down I fall

Happy to sad
In an second flat
Excited than mad
Oh God I hate that
I see the sad in everything

When really I should be looking for the happy
And I haven't got much to complain about
Except for I'm so fucking lonely
So lonely

I know everything will be okay
But right now it's just not easy
At least I got out of bed today
I hear the birds singing

Apparently slow and steady always wins the race
So one day I might be winning (winning)
But I'm just so tired
Tired of it all
I'm so tired
Down I fall

I know everything will be okay
But right now it's just not easy
At least I got out of bed today
I hear the birds singing

Apparently slow and steady always wins the race
So one day I might be winning (winning)
But I'm just so tired
Tired of it all
So tired
Down I fall