Closer To The Ground

I’m living my whole life
Feeling that damn shadow by my side
That heavy weight on my shoulder
I’m just hoping that I’m wrong
Cause
Many say keep your chest open wide
All I think count your steps you’re ‘bout to die
I feel so left out in this world

My friends say just hold on
But I had no reason why feeling so empty for so long
Staying so much more that I could take
Cause I like to be alone most of the time
And loneliness is my best friend oh

I felt so many times
Like I’m going round dragging my life
It doesn’t make any sense
Just find your happiness, as they told
Every night with my eyes stare out of sight
Thinking about the next day oh my
I wish I could just sleep some more

My friends say just hold on
But I had no reason why feeling so empty for so long
Staying so much more that I could take
Cause I like to be alone most of the time
And loneliness is my best friend oh

Can’t shake this
Always waiting
Something so amusing from the sky
Cause this place
Always fails me
Can’t hold up on few good times
I’m trying hard to face this fight

My friends say just hold on
But I had no reason why feeling so empty for so long
Staying so much more that I could take
Cause I like to be alone most of the time
But sometimes I like to get fucked up oh