No Es Que Me Quiera Ir

It's Not That I Want to Leave

No Es Que Me Quiera Ir

I loved youTe quise
With all that loving you impliedCon todo lo que implicaba quererte
I didn't care about healing you and as alwaysNo me importó sanarte a ti y como siempre
I stayed for lastPara lo último me quedé

I loved youTe quise
Even though sadly it meant the same to youAunque tristemente te diera lo mismo
I endured until my optimism couldn't take itAguanté hasta que no pudo mi optimismo
I got tired of the illusion, drew my lineMe cansé de la ilusión, pinte mi raya
Even if it breaks my heartAunque me parta el alma

It's not that I want to leaveNo es que me quiera ir
It's that I don't know how to stay hereEs que no me sabe estar aquí
It's that I don't deserve your disdainEs que no merezco tus desprecios
And in my defense I will argue that I wasY en mi defensa alegaré que fui
The best version of myself without deserving itLa mejor versión de mí sin merecerla
It's not my fault that you don't wantNo es mi culpa que no quieras

It's not that I want to leaveNo es que me quiera ir
It's that I don't know how to stayEs que ya no sé cómo quedarme
I gave everything, everything on my partPuse todo, todo de mi parte
But it wasn't enoughPero no basto
I don't know what I lackedNo sé qué me falto
I just hope that in the end you don't regretSolo espero que al final no te arrepientas
That your calculations go wrongQue te salgan mal las cuentas

I wish you wellQue te vaya bien
Find another loveBúscate otro amor
And hopefully they love you halfY ojalá que te quiera la mitad
Of how much I loved youDe lo que te quería yo

It's not that I want to leaveNo es que me quiera ir
It's that I don't know how to stay hereEs que no me sabe estar aquí
It's that I don't deserve your disdainEs que no merezco tus desprecios
And in my defense I will argue that I wasY en mi defensa alegaré que fui
The best version of myself without deserving itLa mejor versión de mí sin merecerla
It's not my fault that you don't wantNo es mi culpa que no quieras

It's not that I want to leaveNo es que me quiera ir
It's that I don't know how to stayEs que ya no sé cómo quedarme
I gave everything, everything on my partPuse todo, todo de mi parte
But it wasn't enoughPero no basto
I don't know what I lackedNo sé qué me falto
I just hope that in the end you don't regretSolo espero que al final no te arrepientas
That your calculations go wrongQue te salgan mal las cuentas

I wish you wellQue te vaya bien
Find another loveBúscate otro amor
And hopefully they love you halfY ojalá que te quiera la mitad
Of how much I loved youDe lo que te quería yo