Tear My Heart Apart

God
If I'm made to be alone
Then tear apart my heart
Please

I've been praying in the dark
But my voice just fades away
Every why? I ever asked
Came back as empty space

I'm choking on forgiveness
It never reaches me
If love's a kind of heaven
Then heaven's not for me

I'm tired of trying to breathe
When my lungs are full of faith
And I'm drowning
In a God who won't say my name
Tear apart my heart
If I was never meant to feel
I'm bleeding just to prove
That I'm still real

I'm drowning in your silence
I'm legging just to fade
If I was made to be alone
Then take this love away

Every dream I ever touched
Turned to just inside my hands
And every engel that I loved
Forgot where I began

You said the pain would teach me
But all it did was saty
Now I can't tell if I'm praying
Or just streaming
Your name

God
If I'm made to be alone
Then I beg you
Tear apart my heart
'Cause I can't breathe anymore

I'm drowning
I'm drowning in my

If love was never mine to keep
Then, let me sleep
Let me sleep