Asylum

I am no feeble, Christ, not me
He hangs in glib delight upon his cross, above my body
Christ forgive
Forgive?
I vomit for you, Jesus
Shit forgive
Down now from your cross
Down now from your papal heights, from that churlish suicide, petulant child
Down from those pious heights, royal flag bearer, goat, billy.
I vomit for you
Forgive?
Shit he forgives
He hangs in crucified delight nailed to the extend of his vision, his cross, his manhood, violence, guilt, sin
He would nail my body upon his cross, suicide visionary, death reveller, rake, rapist, lifefucker
Jesu, earthmover
Christus, gravedigger, you dug the pits of auschwitz, the soil of treblinka is your guilt, your sin, master, master of gore, enigma
You carry the standard of your oppression
Enola is your gaiety
The bodies of hiroshima are your delight the nails are your only trinity, hold them in your corpsey gracelessness, the image i have had to suffer
The cross is the virgin body of womenhood that you defile
You nail yourself to your own sin
Lamearse jesus calls me sister there are no words for my contempt, every woman is a cross in is filthy theology, in his arrogant delight
He turns his back upon me in his fear, he dare not face me
Fearfucker
Share nothing you christ, sterile, impotent, fucklove prophet of death
You are the ultimate pornography, in your cuntfear, cockfear, manfear, womanfear, unfair, warfare, warfare, warfare, warfare, warfare, warfare, warfare, warfare
Jesus died for is own sins, not mine