After I Wake

Lonley burdened by the demon's curse
I live in a hole I dug out first
I can live another life genuinely fake
Maybe another time maybe after I wake
I can see the fire burning inside
I feel the heat dictating lies

Remember when I used to date you
As God as my witness I hate you
And so here I am today
You say I'm not the same
But I havent changed my ways

Don't believe what I say
I will never change
Nor will I display
Courage in a case
After I wake
After I wake

You remember what you said I did and nothing else
You never gave me a chance to defend myself
So much time went by in the hour glass lens
No I do not still want us to be friends
Today is not a brand new day, no not yet
I hate you but you really seem to forget
I do not think about you our time was rotten
But I'll try anyway but you're easly forgotten

And so here I am today
You say I'm not the same
But I havent changed my ways
Don't believe what I say
I will never change
Nor will I display
Courage in a case

After I wake
After I wake
After I wake
After I wake
After I wake