My Decision

My Decision

I still hesitated
To open up that door
Behind that there was lying
What I was always looking for
My deep secret
And both my fate
But will you condemn me
If I couldn't wait

If you take me to task
I'll take the blame
Maybe it's inconceivable
But I won't be ashamed
To leave my original way
Is not my style
But I got rid of these words
For a while

If I knew my decision
I would sleep calm
And never be in despair
What would I leave back
If I dared
To sit between two chairs
I would sleep calm
And never be in despair
What would I leave back
If I dared
To sit between two chairs

I'm not sure if it's day or night
I can't see if sky's black or white and
I don't know if it's wrong or right
I only feel fate touched my side

So many words
With the same meaning
From different sides
But all they're gleaming
My thoughts would hurt
But I don't want that
I would sleep calm

If I knew my decision

To leave my original way
Is not my style
But I got rid of these words
For a while

I didn't hesitate
To open up that door
Behind that there was lying
What I was always looking for
My deep secret
And both my fate
But will you condemn me
'cause I couldn't wait

If I knew my decision
I would sleep calm
And never be in despair
What would I leave back
If I dared
To sit between two chairs

I would sleep calm
And never be in despair

If I knew my decision