Euphoric

Carnival games, party in the fun house
Everything changed, walking through the front now
Show enough face, money in a cup now, oil my plate
If I ever touch down, there goes that plane
Blow out my smoke, don't blow out my flame, okay?
Thought they said the future was a ways away
Feel like I been living in it day-to-day
Safe to say

I'm on one like before
It's when the green light drops, you floor it
Shit we used to love got boring
All these drugs don't feel euphoric no more

And you know
Had to get the show on the road
No lives left, we gon' roll

Sayin' hopefully
Someone brought the honey, not the potpourri
Don't know how to mourn, I keep the ghosts with me
Is the feeling guilty, how it's supposed to be?
One hand counting all the loyalties
If the ship wrecks, would you roll with me?
Stumble through the fire and the cold with me, taking hold of me
Gotta be for more than just the dopamine

I'm on one like before
It's when the green light drops, you floor it
Shit we used to love got boring
All these drugs don't feel euphoric no more

And you know
Had to get the show on the road
No lives left, we gon' roll

Out of my control

And every time I go out I'd rather stay in
Can you blame me? People faking on the way in
The ones who tell me I'm the greatest be the same
As the ones who tell me don't get famous, don't want you changing
Lucky, no complaining, keep the pain in
Do some rearranging when it's vacant
And I work for more than payments, but damn it's paying
She call me when she faded, see how my day is now

I'm cold-blooded
I don't talk
'Cause I was down
For so long
Now I'm here
It's all wrong
It's all gone