Seventeen

Shoving raw kale in my mouth
I won't pass out
I won't pass out

I'm seeing stars in the daylight
Something is not right
Something is not right

My body moves
In slow motion
I'm seventeen
Still afraid of the ocean
Again

The devil, he lives in me
I want to be free
Want to be free

A detox, a cup of tea
I'll run till I'm weary

At home lying on the floor
How long must this go for
I'm seventeen again

Mom, I am feeling so sick
I was born like this
Made myself like this

Take me back home where I'm hungry
I am my body
I'm not my body

I'm playing dead
'Cause I don't have the language
To show you yet
Why my energy's faded
My tank's gone from empty to full
But there is still a hole

Between my head and my body
It opens and closes without me
Still makes me feel seventeen