Nosedive

Most nights
I'm feeling like I'm out of body
Stone sober still not feeling all me
Tailspin nosedive
Falling to the ground
Everybody is watching me now
No hands out
Can't take your eyes off this disaster
How could I stand myself hereafter
Lying in my own mess
Feeling so useless
You make me useless

There's no cure for this
I can't stand this side of me
I'm listening to my heart pound
Can I change the bet
Or lose it entirely
The rules were up against me from the start

I could take more
No, I can't really take more
I could change things
But you know it's the same
Riddled with doubt
I'd sit this one out if I could
God knows that I should
Cause I can't keep my head on straight

Most nights
I'm feeling like I'm out of body
Stone sober still not feeling all me
Tailspin nosedive
Falling to the ground
Everybody is watching me now
No hands out
Can't take your eyes off this disaster
How could I stand myself hereafter
Lying in my own mess
Feeling so useless
You make me useless

Would you do me a favor and leave me right here
Laying out on the highway covered in tears
I don't know what I need but I need it alone
I don't know who I need but I'm sick of this show
Just go

Most nights
I'm feeling like I'm out of body
Stone sober still not feeling all me
Tailspin nosedive
Falling to the ground
Everybody is watching me now
No hands out
Can't take your eyes off this disaster
How could I stand myself hereafter
Lying in my own mess
Feeling so useless
You make me useless

Most nights
I'm feeling like I'm out of body