Sleepless

You question me for what I believe in
While we're all lost just trying to find meaning
The truth is in life and death
We're all subject to the same regrets
And I can't just let this go
I've tried so many times
No I can't just let this go
You'll never know what it meant to me

Sometimes forgiveness doesn't work
What you've done still scars my skin
I prayed to God for help
So I could live with your sins
But I guess he didn't hear me
So I gave into myself
And it feels so, so good
Just to be me again

I never knew how
Just how far I would go
I never knew how
Just how far I would go to show you

And I have been down for too long
And this screaming in my head
Is all your fault
So play your games and get away with it
See just how long it will take
For me to be finished with your shit
I'm not as weak as you think

Fuck
Fuck you

Open your eyes and see yourself for the cunt, you are

I'm not afraid to get dirty and red
So bring it on, bring it on
No I'm not the same as I was back then
So bring it on! Bring it on

And I have been down for too long
And this screaming in my head
Is all your fault
So play your games and get away with it
See just how long it will take
For me to be finished with your shit
I'm not as weak as you think

I never knew how
Just how far I would go
I never knew how
Just how far I would go to show you