Spider

Itsy bitsy spider
Climbing up the wall
Life gave her burden
And now she's gonna fall

I think I'm messed up
So many things in my mind
So much to do
It's like a war deep inside

Not so much time
I think I'm losing it
Sit up, Don't be late
It's so consuming

Don't wanna work but it's fine
I think I'm losing my mind
Gotta work all day
Gonna fly all night
Take this pain away
I wanna be alright

Wanna be alright
Wanna be alright
Guide me to the light
Guide me to the light

Webs on my mind, tangled in dread
Two hands reaching always misled
Like a spider, spin through the pain
But I'm just human, breaking again

I guess I feel too much
I need to try something new
I wanna listen and taste it and
Feel like I'm more than a fool

They want me working and typing
Paying bills is so tricky
Wanna be vibing and tripping
Fucking ruling this city

Feels like I'm running and chasing
Wanna be vibing and tripping
Feels like time goes by
I wanna feel like I'm living

I keep dark thoughts inside
Shouting quietly in the dark
Overthinking all my life
Am I stuck or paralyzed?

Webs on my mind, tangled in dread
Two hands reaching always misled
Like a spider, spin through the pain
But I'm just human, breaking again

Webs on my mind, tangled in dread
Two hands reaching always misled
Like a spider, spin through the pain
But I'm just human, breaking again