So Heavy

I've lived my whole life in masquerade
Behind the scenes of the darkest days
Bleeding but not suffering
Purging myself from the devil's haze

Every dream that I had was cracked
Deep inside, my soul was trapped
All this torment makes me blind
Despite the hate, I'm still alive

Now so heavy
So heavy
But I don't care
I'm not scary
I'm not scary
That's my fate

Early in the morning and I can not sleep
Whispers all around are consoling me
Sweetie, come see the morning star
The chaos in you can get you far

So now I know
The curses inside me will make my throne

Now so heavy
So heavy
But I don't care
I'm not scary
I'm not scary
That's my fate

I was chosen by the goddess to triumph

Chaos is my power, you can never go against it
And I am the only owner, so never go against me
Chaos is my power, you can never go against it
And I am the only owner, so never go against me

Tick-tock
Tick-tock

Now so heavy
I feel it deeply
But I don't care
I'm not scary
I'm not scary
That's my fate

Yeah, I'm proud!
Yeah, I'm proud!
Yeah, I'm proud!

Tick-tock
Tick-tock