Illaborous

What is gone when we recollect?
My friend, what is left?
Through the trials, we un-become one.
Entitlement can’t
Have you come alive?
Fall behind- its certain,
That you stink of pride.
‘Illaborous’, I’ll save myself
Before I succumb to your wants
Cuz I don’t care. I’ll never front.

This time you commence into,
Life robbed of ‘meant’,
You’ll prove nothing with your dues
That are overdue
And I’m not afraid to say
I never wanted to run far from home but medication,
Takes pain away… but life is so much more than,
Making it through the days with nothing to show or claim.
Can’t you see through my eyes? You feel me?

Now you’ll come alive.
Crawl in front of curtains,
Drenched in drunken pride
‘Illaborous’, I’ll save myself,
Before I succumb to your wants
Cuz mom and dad, make you so strong
Life’s not fair. Life’s not fair. Go!
Screaming out I’ll break through your life
I was never part of, I’m never part of this
Family cuz you took all there time. Pity, but that’s why

I don’t care. You’ll speak to me twice?
Still don’t care. Action will gain you fare,
Into my heart. But until then
“Oh, no… you’ll give up.”
Please don’t give up
Cuz I’m alone
Brother, don’t give up.
Cuz when you give up,
I’ll be gone

Oh no. You’ll give up,
I’ll be gone.
Oh no. You take pride in pain
Pain
If love is all you have
It will be all you have
So let it be all you have

And with it be free
Now you’ll come alive,
Breast beats pride
And certainly you’ll find a life
You’ll find a life. Find a life