Lonely And Totally Confused

Everything started in 1993
when i met a girl that lived in a place near me
she was so nice we began to stay together
i tought we'd be happy forever
but she took my money and smashed my life
and it was not easy, no it was so hard
despite all those things i loved her
but i found i'm not the only one

i don't know what to think
just because the motherfucker is in love
with my friends and also with me

how would i feel with such stupid thing?
she is so rude not feeling sorry for me
even smashing me up i thought she loved me so
rage will develope up and i will learn
that i can never trust people nowadays
they just think of power, money and their dirty own ways
i never thought of her doing that
now i'm so confused lonely and bored my life is sad