If it wasn't me, then it would be somebody else
I'm so useless and pathetic, I just wanna kill myself
All my feelings are synthetic and my friends don't really help
Grab a shotgun, kill my headache when my brains are on the shelf

'Cause even when I win, I'm still losing
Life's so fake, I'm not even acting in my own movie
I can read through the white lines
I know you still talking to that other guy
And he's way better but at least I try, oh, yeah, I try
But I'm too scared of confrontation, I just stay in to hide
I always run away and hide from my fears and doubts
'Cause I know one day they're bound to come out

But I could never hurt you, baby, you're my butterfly
And if I had a way, I'd get back all the wasted time
And I could put on everything you're my lil Valentine
Just tell me all the wrong things that I'm doing right
All the way around, I seem to never get it right
I wish that I could love you without picking a fight
I wish I could take these drugs without risking my death
But honestly, I'm pretty fucking dumb, and so it's probably for the best

If it wasn't me, then it would be somebody else
I'm so useless and pathetic, I just wanna kill myself
All my feelings are synthetic and my friends don't really help
Grab a shotgun, kill my headache when my brains are on the shelf

'Cause even when I win, I'm still losing
Life's so fake, I'm not even acting in my own movie
I can read through the white lines
I know you still talking to that other guy
And he's way better but at least I try

Oh, yeah, I try, yeah
Oh, yeah, I try, yeah
Oh, yeah, I try, yeah-yeah
Oh, yeah, I try, yeah-yeah