Find Me in the Dark

God, I can't feel you
The air is dead where your voice should be
I'm drowning in a quiet that's killing me–
Every prayer hits the wall and falls like ash
My ribs ache under the ghosts of my past
The darkness claws inside my chest
And I'm terrified
This time it won't let go

If you hear me through the grave, I've become
Please, don't turn away

Save me
Before the void devours me whole!
I'm sinking in the cracks of my soul!
Hear me
I'm begging through the black, I breathe!
God, don't abandon what's left of me!
My faith is bleeding slow–
Are you the God of the forgotten?
If I am one, please tell me no

The mirror shows a hollow frame
Eyes that flicker like a dying flame
I reach for heaven, but my hands slip through
I'm haunted by the thought I'm lost to you
Every sin I buried crawls to life
Every failure whispers like a knife
And I can't tell if I'm praying
Or just screaming into hell

The black water's rising past my chest
God, if you don't move, I'll sink with the rest
My lungs are burning with the weight of fear
So if you're still with me
Then pull me near

God
Don't
Let
Go
Rip the night out from my bones
Drag me from the pit I made
I can't survive this
I'm too afraid
Hold me by the soul you claimed
Before the darkness
Brands my name

Save me
I'm slipping where the lost ones go!
My heart is cracking under its own shadow!
Hear me
My voice is fading low
But I'm still crying your name in the undertow!
If you're the God of the forgotten
Then don't forget me now

If I still matter
Please find me in the dark