Waiting For My Moment

It's been a while since I've felt okay
With no will to live, nothing can please me
And so many times, right before sleeping
I prayed so hard not to wake up

God, when I die, I'll feel relief
And I ask you, if there's reincarnation
Don't let me go back to this hell
I don't want to be part of this generation

God, when I die, I'll feel relief
And I ask you, if there's reincarnation
Don't let me go back to this hell
I don't want to be part of this generation

The world is lost
Humanity has no salvation
I can't stand being here anymore
I feel nothing but contempt in my heart

I don't have the courage to end it all
And even that frustrates me
It would be so easy to get rid of this pain
But I can't

My mind isn't in the present
And I don't like the now
I don't find pleasure in living here
I'm just waiting for my time

God, when I die, I'll feel relief
I beg you, if reincarnation exists
Don't let me go back to this hell
I don't want to be part of this generation

God, when I die, I'll feel relief
I beg you, if reincarnation exists
Don't let me go back to this hell
I don't want to be part of this generation

It's been a while since I've felt okay
With no will to live, nothing can please me
And so many times, right before sleeping
I prayed so hard not to wake up

The past doesn't come back
The present doesn't want me
I keep pushing the days along
Without knowing what to do

God, when I die, I'll feel relief
I beg you, if reincarnation exists
Don't let me go back to this hell
I don't want to be part of this generation

God, when I die, I'll feel relief
I beg you, if reincarnation exists
Don't let me go back to this hell
I don't want to be part of this generation

(God, when I die, let it be the end)
(Don't let me go back)
(Don't let me go back to this place)