i killed peter pan

Life is a terminal disease
And you don't like me getting me older
Tried to kill me off at age eighteen
But I grew up to be a soldier

But here I am again, cryin' on my birthday
I can not pretend that I don't get scared
And here I am again, cryin' on my birthday
I can not pretend, I can not be your little girl
(I can not be your little girl)

Suddenly look at me, I don't give a damn
Try to make me the boy, I'm the man
'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan
I'm the one who killed Peter Pan
Suddenly look at me, I don't give a damn
Try to make me the boy, I'm the man
'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan
'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan

Life's a fucking waste if you can never burn it
But you can't bear to see the flame
And no one honestly cares if you deserve it
But every story needs a final page

But here I am again, cryin' on my birthday
I can not pretend that I don't get scared
And here I am again, cryin' on my birthday
I can not pretend, I can not be your little girl
(I can not be your little girl)
I will not be your little girl

Suddenly look at me, I don't give a damn
Try to make me the boy, I'm the man
'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan
I'm the one who killed Peter Pan
Suddenly look at me, I don't give a damn
Try to make me the boy, I'm the man
'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan
'Cause I'm the one who killed Peter Pan

But here I am again, cryin' on my birthday
I can not pretend that I don't get scared
And here I am again, cryin' on my birthday
I can not pretend, I can not be your little girl