by the end of the night

I go out at night to the back of the garden
There’s something ’bout my eyes when I see ’em I cry
But if I'm gonna cry then I’ll do it in private
I promise I’ll be fine by the end of the night

Sometimes I go quiet, but I'm just tired
And I don’t wanna talk too much
Other times I'm frightened of life
‘Cause it’s just not what I thought it was

I only feel better when I'm crying in the middle of night
When there’s no around me and my heart is broken
Crying in the middle of night
When there’s no one to hold me, but I can reopen
Crying in the middle of night
When I am wide awake and I should give myself a break
Well, I'm trying, trying, trying
To be better by the end of night

I go out at night so that no one can hear me
Something ’bout the silence puts me at ease
For a second in time I can see clearly
For a second in time I can just breathe

So if I go quiet, I'm just tired
And I don’t wanna talk too much
Other times I'm frightened of life
‘Cause it’s just not what I thought it was
I don’t know why

But I only feel better when I'm crying in the middle of night
When there’s no around me and my heart is broken
Crying in the middle of night
When there’s no one to hold me, but I can reopen
Crying in the middle of night
When I am wide awake and I should give myself a break
Well, I'm trying, trying, trying
To be better by the end of night