House of Cards

I'm in an open field in single file
I'll hold my breath for another mile
I gotta suffocate my inner child to protect us
I's for the best 'cause
I built a house of cards but I forgot the stairs
So tell me what my worth is
If no one even cares
My love don't hit the same
I'm feeding of off theirs
So can you see me
Can anyone see
(Can you see me?)

What if you finally noticed me
What would I do
Given you every part of me
But I'm scared of you
I romanticize the things that I despise
What if you finally noticed me

Show me that you love me
Screaming out my name
But every time you watch me
I feel so out of place
I'm trying my best to be like everyone I hate
So you'd finally see me
I need you to see me

'Cause I'm crawling through your TV
Broken but appealing
All over your bedroom
I'm dangling from the ceiling

What if you finally noticed me
What would I do
Given you every part of me
But I'm scared of you
I romanticize the things that I despise
What if you finally noticed me

And if my dreams came true
Why am I so scared of everything you do
And if my dreams come true
Then why am I so scared of you