If my days are numbered, why the hell am I obsessed?
With the way we wandered to a place I can't accept
Everything looks different, I don't recognize my friends
Why'd you make them hate me?
You inspire the pain I spread (spread)

I could be mad, I could black out, relapse and go out bad (bad)
Am I to blame? Thinking we could relive it like the past (past)
Tryna move on, tell me how I'm not s'posed to not look back (back)
At what we had?

I see the best in you
When you make me
Cry, there's nothin' you could do
To change my mind

What's it gonna take for me to finally hate you?
What's the point of prayin'? No one's gonna save you
Love it when I break, I'm stuck here in this ritual
You think I'm pitiful, so pitiful

Yeah, and I'd be crazy to believe in us
It's been a trip straight from hell, I couldn't make it up, yeah
Still, I'm scared to ever break it up
You came for love, but now it seems you got a taste for blood, yeah
This ain't no TV
I can't just turn you off, you're all around me
I would erase these thoughts but I got receipts
Just to remind me, it got so out of hand (hand)

I could be mad, I could black out, relapse and go out bad (bad)
Am I to blame? Thinking we could relive it like the past (past)
Tryna move on, tell me how I'm not s'posed to not look back (back)
At what we had?

What's it gonna take for me to finally hate you?
What's the point of prayin'? No one's gonna save you
Love it when I break, I'm stuck here in this ritual
You think I'm pitiful, so pitiful

I see the best in you
When you make me
Cry, there's nothin' you could do
To change my mind

What's it gonna take for me to finally hate you?
What's the point of prayin'? No one's gonna save you
Love it when I break, I'm stuck here in this ritual
You think I'm pitiful, so pitiful