I’m Not Ready

Every night I try to call you, just to hear your voice again
All I hear is silence, since I lost you
I think about the time we never get
I pretend that I'm fine but you know better
Said I wouldn't cry, you know me too well
It's hard to say goodbye, but we have to
Will we meet again? guess time will tell
(will we meet again?)

You'll never know, how much you meant
I miss you so, till I feel sick
The way you go, you left so quick
And we both know, that I suck at this

Wait, wait, don't go away
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
Wait, wait, don't go away
I'm so empty since you left me
Why did you go, I'll never know
'Cause I can show you how special you are
Wait, wait, don't go away
I'm so empty, I'm not ready

Now I'm writing you a love song
I hope it finds you anywhere
I need a silver lining, I can't find one
I try to smile but there's a hole in my heart
'Cause I remember all the phases I see you in
I wish we could hit rewind
You're why I learn to love myself
'Cause you say that I'm special, I'm could leave you every time

You'll never know, how much you meant
I miss you so, till I feel sick
The way you go, you left so quick
And we both know, that I suck at this

Wait, wait, don't go away
I'm not ready, I'm not ready
Wait, wait, don't go away
I'm so empty since you left me
Why did you go, I'll never know
'Cause I can show you how special you are
Wait, wait, don't go away
I'm so empty, I'm not ready