Where Am I Now?

Fight, fight, go athens go.
What a joke. That much I know.
Seems so strange, now it’s suddenly so complex,
And I have no clue
What comes next.

Maybe just some more time, just a little more fight,
Like they say, no guts, no glory.
All and all I did fine or maybe I’m like a hundred miles off course,
Well, maybe that was too much, maybe not enough.
Maybe I should just turn back now.
Cuz’ how do I go on
When everything’s so wrong.

Where am I now?
How am I here?
Which way do I turn
When it’s all so unclear?
I’m standing alone
With nothing but fear.
Where am I now now that I’m here?

All I wanted was to win
Just to feel how it might feel
Just to say for once we did it.
Just to open my eyes and see something different than before
So, maybe that was too much
Maybe too big a dream
Too late to turn back now.
So how do I go on
When everything’s so wrong wrong wrong wrong wrong?

Where am I now?
How am I here?
Which way do I turn
When it’s all so unclear?
Please give me a sign.
Will an answer appear?
Where am I now now that I’m here?

Is this all there really is?
Just endless days of making do?
Putting up with second best,
Always wanting something new?
Wanting something better
To shake me to my core
Something magic, something more
I want more.
I want more.

Where am I now?
Where am I now?
I’m standing alone
With nothing but fear.
Please give me a sign.
Will an answer appear?
Where am I now?
Where am I now?
Where am I now?