November

I wish you all the best
I do hate I can’t be there to see it
It’s funny how a text
Can be a new beginning
Or a bitter end

I spent my whole life chasing
Picking daisies, saying
This too shall pass
But I'm so tired of being patient
Always waiting for something that never lasts

I hope you think of me
When you watch the office
‘Cause how could you not?
I pick through memories
But I still can’t find where we went wrong

I spent my whole life chasing
Picking daisies, saying
This too shall pass
But I'm so tired of a love expired
‘Cause a forever, and ever, you know it never lasts

I know how to love
Why can’t that be enough?

In the back of my mind it’s still November
And I can see us there together
In the blue light
Whispering those sweet lies
Now I'm here
Is the salt in my wounds
Just the salt from my tears?
I let you see me cry
How embarrassing is that

You said that I deserve better
But why couldn’t you have just been better
Honestly
I knew you’d be the one for me
Or the worst damn heartbreak I’d ever meet
Well game over
You got the bad ending