Synthetic

If I'm being honest I
Hate my whole body
My weird arms and belly
If I could just cut it all off
I would (I would, I would, I would)

I hate going to parties
To see a bunch of hotties
Only to compare myself
To them

And honestly I'm over it
This superficial poser shit
I'm sick of counting calories
It drains my mental battery

Let's talk about the internet
And how that shit gets in our heads
It makes me so dysphoric
How the hell do we ignore it

I've been anxious everyday
Critiquing my innate traits
I can't differentiate
What's real and what's self-hate (no)

Society tells me my body's unhealthy
If I look like those models we see on our TV
Screen
Try every diet to keep our conscious quiet
We starve ourselves in private just to feed the desirability-y-y-y

Wish I was synthetic
Fake but not pathetic
All about symmetrics
We can't fucking help it
Maybe if I let it
I'd be
What society wants from me

Why (why why)
Why the fuck is my brain matter so distorted
I'm over it so

Please (please, please)
Take this weight off my brain and my shoulders
Play us like controllers

And honestly I'm over it
This superficial poser shit
I'm sick of counting calories
It drains my mental battery

Let's talk about the internet
And how that shit gets in our heads
It makes me so dysphoric
How the hell do we ignore it

I've been anxious everyday
Critiquing my innate traits
I can't differentiate
What's real and what's self-hate (no)

Society tells me my body's unhealthy
If I look like thos for e models we see on our TV
Screen
Try every diet to keep our conscious quiet
We starve ourselves in private just to feed the desir-ability -y-y-y

It makes me think that

Is it genetic
Maybe if I'm synthetic
I'd break all my bones
Just to fit the aesthetic (ugh)

We are conditioned
To feel we need revision
Is it my brain or my body

Wish I was synthetic
Fake but not pathetic
All about symmetrics
We can't fucking help it
Maybe if I let it
I'd be
What society wants from me