Brave Lion

My little big boy is crying
Why did I break his big heart
But I can't love him without killing him first
He roared like a brave lion
He screamed like a great gentleman
Why is he really a lion
So silly and naive, so brave and brave
My big boy has grown

I broke the chains that held me back from the past
Why were they the reason for my breakdown
And I got fucked up in a huge way
Now I don't know if he just wants to fuck me
Or if he wants to be with me for the rest of his life
(He wants both) my mind screams

I can think about the future later
I can forget the others
And focus on what's here

My little big boy is crying
Why did I break his big heart
But I can't love him without killing him first
He roared like a brave lion
He screamed like a great gentleman
Why is he really a lion
So silly and naive, so brave and brave
My big boy has grown

I wrote letters to everyone else
One I delivered to the cemetery
Said he was better and very well
I don't know if my blonde will read it, but he can give me a sign
Why does my mind still scream that this is a danger
(Or it's not) my heart spurts blood

I can think about the future later
I can forget the others
And focus on what's here

My little big boy is crying
Why did I break his big heart
But I can't love him without killing him first
He roared like a brave lion
He screamed like a great gentleman
Why is he really a lion
So silly and naive, so brave and brave
My big boy has grown

Time to get out of this limbo I've gotten myself into
Time to forget how I was hurt
Time to breathe and face fears
Time to roar and become a brave lion
Time to roar and become a brave lion