thing about a boy

You will tell yourself you don't care
But really it's making your stomach hurt
This is what you wanted right?
You'll stare at pictures of him for hours on end
Does it still bring you happiness
Seeing how happy you were then?
You will feel lost without him
But it's going to be your fault
You'll move from guy to guy
To create a distraction
And hope you'll forget about him
Did you forget?
You will still have all the memories of him
But you can't help
But want that warm fuzzy feeling again
You will keep looking his way
Cause eventually
He will look back
Right?
Dream of him every night
And ask yourself
Where did things go wrong?
You will stare at your phone looking at old messages
Thinking wether to text him or not
Let the thoughts win
You will carry the guilt
And promises you made with him
Will he forget what you'll always remember?
You'll look at him in every guy you meet
It's going to be weird
How people can have the same
Smile, laugh, and personality
You're going to watch as he's perfectly
Okay without you in his life
You can only admire him from afar now
He will move on from you
But somehow you will always chooses him
The fact that no one can replace him
Will eat at you
Your gonna beg and hope that he doesn't replace you
Because as soon as you see him with another girl
It's going to crush you
You will hope he remembers how much you love him